A little bit of Sadness

I'm sharing the sad part of me today. I was sending out an email today that went to several people. I was clicking names in my address book when I came to a friend's name, Carol, who passed away last year. She was one of Monkey Boy's teachers with whom I had a connection. Even though she died about 6 months ago, I can't bring myself to delete her name from my address book. It is as if I would be deleting her from my psyche. I know it doesn't make sense. I know it isn't logical. But, I'm keeping her email address in my address list. I miss you, Carol.